Question: what are you skiing on? What skis and what size? The basics are knees bent, arms straight and chin up. As others have mentioned, keep your arms straight means dont pull in on the rope. Don't focus so much on being in a tight ball, it isn't necessarry. Just being in a position like sitting in a chair, with your ski tips above the water, on each side of the rope. The toe pointing thing is likely the source of all kinds of problems. Your ankles need to be bent enough so that your skis are more vertical. On two skis, you will start to rise up almost immediately...again keep those arms straight. Final thought, your driver needs to be fairly gentle on the throttle. A soft start, with a nice progressive use throttle. I saw that you don't want to pay for a lesson, but if you could get up a few times on a boom, you would have the feeling, and moving to a rope behind the boat will be easy.